#but the purely emotional inclinations are still real 4me. instead of indulging them i plan to sit with & enjoy them. then let them pass.
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#confession#personal#mypost#... it's goddamn baby fever.#oh honey not my childfree ass#it'll pass. maybe i'll even develop a higher tolerance for babies afterwards; who knows.#when i was a much younger childfree i figured baby fever wasn't real#some years later i realized it actually is; it's just not [1] exactly what ppl think it is & [2] not a real or terribly pressing need#in most people it manifests as a combination of factors#the majority of which don't afflict me (namely social pressures & needs that can be met by non-baby-things)#but the purely emotional inclinations are still real 4me. instead of indulging them i plan to sit with & enjoy them. then let them pass.#i could psychoanalyze myself & get into the specific chain of events that might've led to this. but i don't feel like it.#just need to hold something small & warm & alive right the fukh meow#& no i'm not suppressing myself--i'm fully accepting these feelings. my reasoning for being cf still stands strong.#🧠 doesn't always have to agree with ❤️. they can be at odds without tearing me apart. they do bicker and then make up later.
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